Breanne

commongoal @ 2005-09-06T15:51:00

2005-09-06T19:52:21Z

hey i've got a new phone number!

231-392-2044

my phone finally commited suicide and broke in half so I had to get a local number.

commongoal @ 2005-07-20T15:34:00

2005-07-20T19:35:39Z

hey guess who I met the other day...Michael Moore. Guess who I might meet in a week? ... Jim Jarmusch. Jealous much? Or not at all...

commongoal @ 2005-06-14T13:49:00

2005-06-14T17:49:43Z

I got a job! Meet your new sales associate for EXPRESS.

commongoal @ 2005-05-13T16:14:00

2005-05-13T20:14:51Z

Last nights dreams where crazy. It starts with streets lined with people, there is some kind of riot going on and all the people who want to watch and not get involved are standing to the side. suddenly this kid, some anti-everything natzi punk launches a grenade into the police croud, he's all courage until the cop nearby wails him in the face with about twenty bullets. I watched as he's face tears off.

Next jump to a theatre where I have spent all day shopping for this one performance. I walk towards the stage in these extremely high platforms, swaying almost falling until another girl helps me onstage with a push. There are supposed to be couples dancing for the audience but before it is my turn a girl from elementary school starts playing this organ along with my choir teacher and a little boy. three pairs of hands playing. I am angry because I have lost my chance to dance. I run outside into this pile of dirty snow and fall down in a heap and start crying, hopeing someone will show me sympathy. instead a group of working men start laughing and i get into a fit with one. I punch his face as hard as i can, we hit eachother with poles. They won't stop laughing at me and calling me foolish. Finally I wake up crying.

have at it!

2005-05-09T17:56:53Z

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. If we’ve met, when and how did we meet?
4. What social event or place would you like to go to with me?
5.. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When’s the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?
14. Do you think I am good lookin'?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Here's some clever antics...

2005-04-28T00:13:19Z

I found these while packing...

You should be happy is you can turn your computer on. You should be worried if your computer turns you on. -Michael Zelenko, 2003

An octopus can sqeeze itself through a small curly tube, but that doesn't mean you should stick it up your ass and let it run amuck in your intestines. -Michael Travis, 2003

I bet I couldn't eat 7 children. However, if they tried, I bet they could eat me. -Michael Zelenko, 2003

commongoal @ 2005-04-24T13:32:00

2005-04-24T18:35:27Z

I find it consoling that no matter how torn I am
I can always manage to tape my self together.

I was no my porch smoking a cigarrette asking myself how I got to this point.
Rash decision and carelessness I guess.
But that doesn't mean I haven't grown.

Afterall, I did get a kitten out of the mess.
Kittens are nice when you are sad.
Until you don't have them anymore.

All smiles.
Right?

commongoal @ 2005-04-21T13:34:00

2005-04-21T18:35:11Z

My cat likes to lick plastic bags. He gets really into it.

commongoal @ 2005-04-19T16:41:00

2005-04-19T21:42:17Z

Ludwig van Beethoven responds...
" I find your offer discordant, atonal, and flat. I suspect going on a date with you would be akin to doing business with my publishers; in other words, I would be robbed of my money and my time."

I tried to find my celebrity soul mate and Ludwig wanted nothing to do with me:( I thought He would appreciate tickets to the opera.

Photobucket is down. now what should I do?

commongoal @ 2005-04-16T11:45:00

2005-04-16T16:45:26Z

I amso excited. IN THE REALMS OF THE UNREAL is playing at the indie film theatre in Columbia. This film was highly recommended by Adrian and Zack. Plus they are havinga free viewing of Full Metal Yakuza. Monday I am going to see both of them and drink cheap beer at the concessions. Yeah that's right, they have a license to serve beer. I think that's where Landmark needs to be going with concessions. Forget $5 water, just serve $9 beer.

tummy is rumblin'

2005-04-15T01:10:42Z

It is quiet here in Missouri, the sun is going down and I can hear birds chirping outside. Perhaps I'll go for a walk later. Attempted to do my taxes today and cried like a sissy because I go so confused. At least I got one sate and my federal done. Been working hard all day. Write ups for ebay, dishes, errands in town. Next I'll start going through my stuff for moving. Oh yeah, I am going back to Michigan in May. Going to get my shit together.

I am bored so drop me an e mail or something and i promise to return the favor.

getting all mellow from listening to Bonnnie Prince Billy.

commongoal @ 2005-04-12T01:44:00

2005-04-12T08:44:15Z

http://www.princeton.edu/%7Eccaro/mist_or_ghost.html

tomorrow-my bane

2005-04-12T03:56:35Z

i will miss you all. until we meet again my lovlies...

commongoal @ 2005-04-03T21:34:00

2005-04-04T04:34:02Z

BREANNE
B	is for	Brilliant
R	is for	Romantic
E	is for	Edgy
A	is for	Abstract
N	is for	Nutty
N	is for	Nice
E	is for	Earnest

What Does Your Name Mean?

this sums up a lot of my relationships...

2005-04-04T04:31:44Z

I wonder sometimes if you are angry with me and too shy to say so, if you talk to others in carpools about your relationship with me and tell them horrible stories of betrayal and uncomfortable circumstance. I haven’t forgotten you and have only embraced another. Is this cost effective? Is this healthy? Is this that simple?

But I think everything is ok…after-all it takes a lot to throw a relationship off its track; some mystical force or abrasion. I will polish it bright and smile when you smile back at me. I will hug you as you try to float away from me, and never let go.

commongoal @ 2005-03-28T12:28:00

2005-03-28T20:32:18Z

this is what i wrote drunkinly last night...the topic was vague inner-struggle.

As soon as I walked in I knew this would be a difficult task. The slightest touch could infect, swarm over me like a hungry disease. I hiked up my laundry bag, hoping it hadn’t already touched the floor. I fished through my pocket for those couple of quarters I had obsessively cleaned earlier with Wal-Mart brand baby wipes. Is anyone in here safe? Are these overly handled washing machines full of germs and unwanted bacteria? Nothing but transference, dirty nasty transference. In fact, I cannot stay any longer. My hands are shaking, my brow is sweaty, in fact, if I stay any longer this bag will slip from my hands and I will have to abandon it, a man left behind, a wound that will hopefully earn it a purple heart.

this seemed funnier last night, it was written in jest.

commongoal @ 2005-03-27T13:38:00

2005-03-27T21:38:22Z

We are all fools, inspired by foolish things. We would sacrifice ourselves for one kiss, and betray one another over a touch. It is this lunacy that we call love, a war between passion and logic, which boils our tepid hearts. Yet through it all we write our poems and our songs in praise of a masochistic tyrant, we offer prayers and alms so we may but once feel unearthed in our lover’s arms, be re-born. Remember, the sweetest pleasure taste best after a prolonged sour.

Seek not love in tricks and sex. For we may be with many, but only truly love one.

commongoal @ 2005-03-27T12:38:00

2005-03-27T20:39:14Z

It is Easter Sunday. Julia is staying in Oakland and I am left all alone:( If anyone wants to hangout let me know.

in recent theft...

2005-03-09T00:18:46Z

My CD/DVD case got stolen. I know who the person was. He knows I know and tried to invent this story about a crack head he knows who could have stolen it. I am 75% sure I will get it back. If need be I could get this person and his "accomplice" fired,and Ryan and I are planning on giving him poison-ivy as well. Anyone else have any ideas for revenge?

I am fucking sick of stupid people stealing from me and getting away with it.

commongoal @ 2005-03-05T09:27:00

2005-03-05T15:37:52Z

I quit my job today. I had already given two weeks but was scheduled to work six more days. I had enough, I couldn't stand to think of working there any longer, standing for 8 hrs. straight, setting the stage for those nit-witted customers to spit out remarks like "staying out of trouble?", "are you working hard or hardly working" or the ever classic "paper or plastic?" reply "both" *insert insane amounts of inappropriate laughter*

I will not miss it but I did feel bad quitting. My manager sounded rather forlorn when I told him I could no longer stand it there. Perhaps he feels the same way but cannot escape the blue collar discount food store he has invested so much time in.

I sounded whinny when I spoke to him on he phone. Like a child confessing that they stole a candy bar but was trying to muster every excuse possible just so he could slide the blame onto something else. I actually said "I have high anxiety". Well, I do, but this is not the reason I quit. I feel embarrassed, but if all works out right these feelings will switch to relief soon. Maybe I should have done it in person. The phone is so dissconnected. I don't think I have enough balls to have done it in person.

today

2005-03-02T23:18:22Z

the truth about life is you never make the right decisions,
you never end up with the right person,
nothing ever goes the way you see it in your head.
Happiness is everywhere, but never where you want it to be.

Growing up is realizing that none of this really matters.Or maybe this is something someone says when they haven't grown up.

What a mess.

2005-02-28T19:03:52Z

I didn't watch the oscars last night but just checked the winners and was appalled. Actually, I did see Hilary Swank win her Oscar and I had to mute the TV i was so annoyed by her voice. After that I turned it off. Wow, I can't believe MILLION DOLLAR BABY won.

So i is official. I bought my plane ticket if anyone is interested in hanging out on my visit. I'll arrive March 16th late and leave March 31st in the afternoon.

I can no longer stand this Missouri, at least this apartment. What a mess.

TWIN PEAKS

2005-02-07T04:49:46Z

Ok, I think I made a mistake. I watched the movie TWIN PEAKS FIRE WALK WITH ME without ever seeing the series. I wasn't sure as I viewed the movie whether the film was made before or after the series but I had my suspicions it was the later. So Jeff, being the TWIN PEAKS expert, or at least the only one I know, do you think I did wrong in watching the film before the series?

I have some thoughts about David Lynch but do not feel fully prepared to share them. First I am going to watch ERASERHEAD.

Tommorrow I put in effect my plans to visit California. I have high hopes for my trip and they include lots of booze and maybe some drugs? Well, that and spending time wih dear friends.

My stomach has been huring a lot lately. I think I eat beans too much,but they are so good for you and keep you so regular. I just can't resist.

commongoal @ 2005-01-30T15:50:00

2005-01-30T21:48:12Z

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What is the name of your starship?
Uptight First Officer	livin_thing
Closeted Helm/ Navigation	katieshrike
Token Alien Scientist	maybe_octagons
Tarty Nymphomaniac Yeoman	imdrunkonpanda
Substance Abusing Ship's Doctor	14soups
Ensign Smith (aka "the victim")	mr_sycamore
Ship's Engineer /Drunk	notesandchords
Arch Nemesis Alien Commander	juleah
Your ship's secret weapon	It's broken
How dose your mission end?	You retire with honors

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cigarrettes and headaches

2005-01-26T07:22:19Z

i smoked too much tonight, I know I am going to have a pounding headache tomorrow, I can already feel it. I went a bar called Mojo's tonight, drank cosmos and watched music videos of some well known and not so well known bands. One video was of Cibbo Matto's "Sugar Water". Awesome, shot with a slpit screen, part going forward and part going backward, unfortunetly the video was cut before I saw the ending to it. Another I really liked was a Modest Mouse song, some abou alligators. I can't remember the namebut it had a bunch of little asian boys in it covered in filth, picking their noses. Anyway, i drunk called Ben at the Aquarius and Zack at the Guild. I don' think Zack appreciated my call becasue He was training some new assitant manager and I interupted in a drunken stupor. sorry zack, I am sure until that point it was a very professional training session. I can not be held responsible for any actions tendered as a result of cranberry vodka mixed goodness. i will go to bed now and awake at 7:30a to my lonely job at the local grocer. goodnight my darlings.